Ever since when I won from alfeddy
's contest under a week ago, that winning resulted me with an insane amount of brand new watchers, favorites, loyal followers, comments, and meeting up all of those awesome people or people who respect me. I'm not sure how to express this, but I have a few things that makes me sit there and think about a few things of myself.
Is this the time? The time when success is leaking out to reach for me?? Or is it the time when I finally get a positive attention? After all of those years dealing with the bad reputation caused by both my foolish action and other slandering, I have finally getting the positive attention. I couldn't be any more prouder than this. It made me feel a lot better about myself, and it has been a long time since when I felt this kind of positivity about myself.
With this positivity, I can work through things and to the other things like I'm a snow-plowing machine. This is what I wanted. I'm very happy with how things has come out lately, and I hope it will keep up.
I'm feeling a bit emotional internally. Jesus christ. This is wonderful.
For anyone who actually decide to be *nosy* with this personal journal, thank you for being part of this positivity. You nosy person! But regardless that, you're awesome too.